I feel most free, most inspired, when on the country roads. Or perhaps when the vehicle takes the shape of my body itself, as I scale the mountain, with my canine companion in close but free proximity. I notice that in these instances I am most empowered to reach for a future that feels truly worthwhile. I can swallow the hard truths of a sociopathic necessity that working for a worthwhile future may entail; I can appreciate how deep my affections for my budding lover run, as there is a decompression in my chest that leads to newly opened cavities of affectation. I am in love with this sunlight as it cuts through the lightness of open and yet to be plowed fields. The shimmering, fiery yellow of stalks of wheat as they wilt in late season briskness bring tears to the eye. No color of watercolor can redeem this, I decide. I swallow and inhale deeply even as the air carries the tinge of cattle dung smell, because these things are natural. These things poise a freedom that must be worthwhile to pursue.
10.23.19
10.23.19
10.23.19
I feel most free, most inspired, when on the country roads. Or perhaps when the vehicle takes the shape of my body itself, as I scale the mountain, with my canine companion in close but free proximity. I notice that in these instances I am most empowered to reach for a future that feels truly worthwhile. I can swallow the hard truths of a sociopathic necessity that working for a worthwhile future may entail; I can appreciate how deep my affections for my budding lover run, as there is a decompression in my chest that leads to newly opened cavities of affectation. I am in love with this sunlight as it cuts through the lightness of open and yet to be plowed fields. The shimmering, fiery yellow of stalks of wheat as they wilt in late season briskness bring tears to the eye. No color of watercolor can redeem this, I decide. I swallow and inhale deeply even as the air carries the tinge of cattle dung smell, because these things are natural. These things poise a freedom that must be worthwhile to pursue.